welcome to my world.

The poison flowed by my bloodstreams, it allowed to get frostbite on every drop of blood in me.
many of my organs put her work and did not react any more. Only the heart still hit easily, it did not want to let the life go so simply.
I thought of the touching moments in my curriculum vitae road and of the people who had sweetened my world to me. However, then I remembered the people who were a guilt for my current situation. To the people me ignored when I would have used them in the titmouse.

But my last thought was valid only for this one boy. He changed my life entirely. I thought of our first conversation, of our first touch, to our first embrace and Particularly of our first kiss.
I inhaled the last time and from, my eyes slowly shut. My heart knocked the last time. My soul flew away, it was a redemption. Now she strolled on the earth around and protected the person for whom I gave my life. He had no notion that I was away and would never also find out it. But maybe just this was my aim.

-selfmade